I Just Miss You

i wish you are here right now.
so i can tell you what had happened to me, how a rough life i been through.
sometimes i just feel like o wanna cry out loud but i can't.

i don't wanna complain bout, life is wonderful.
i always told people that.
just there is time that i don't feel so good.

you know what...
i miss you a lot...
as a friend, as a sister, as a person who always listen when i feel bad.

i wish you are here...
but i know it won't happen.
its almost 3 month since you gone but i still thinking of you.

dear nadia...
i just want you to know that i always keep you close to my heart...

September 11 2009
~i just miss you~

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ketawa tapi pedih yang terasa

bersuara tapi penuh sunyi

riang tapi sedih yang datang

A Bottle

A Bottle

last year i was laughing
last month i was chilling
last week i was having fun
last night i still can smile...

today i can't even think of happiness
tonight i can't even see my face on the mirror anymore

tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow i hope i know what should i do

the day after tomorrow
i hope there still ways to end this
to end its in a good way...

if there is an angles
it is the time to they to be here

if there is devils
its time for you to go away

i believe in Him
i wish He listening to my inside
so He will lead me to do what suppose to be done

Today at 11:00pm