I Just Miss You

i wish you are here right now.
so i can tell you what had happened to me, how a rough life i been through.
sometimes i just feel like o wanna cry out loud but i can't.

i don't wanna complain bout, life is wonderful.
i always told people that.
just there is time that i don't feel so good.

you know what...
i miss you a lot...
as a friend, as a sister, as a person who always listen when i feel bad.

i wish you are here...
but i know it won't happen.
its almost 3 month since you gone but i still thinking of you.

dear nadia...
i just want you to know that i always keep you close to my heart...

September 11 2009
~i just miss you~

Hilang

lost...
a lot of touch

lost...
more and more of senses

lost...
wonderful things in life

lost...
the education

more to lost
unknown and unidentified...

lost...
and more lost...
and more to lost.

Penuh Rasa Tapi

gembira tapi dengan kesedihan

senyum tapi penuh dengan air mata

ketawa tapi pedih yang terasa

bersuara tapi penuh sunyi

riang tapi sedih yang datang

A Bottle

A Bottle

last year i was laughing
last month i was chilling
last week i was having fun
last night i still can smile...

today i can't even think of happiness
tonight i can't even see my face on the mirror anymore

tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow i hope i know what should i do

the day after tomorrow
i hope there still ways to end this
to end its in a good way...

if there is an angles
it is the time to they to be here

if there is devils
its time for you to go away

i believe in Him
i wish He listening to my inside
so He will lead me to do what suppose to be done

Today at 11:00pm

You

at first i just like you
then i just felt in love with you
after that i still in love with
in the end i love you
therefore i always trust you

meaning that i love you so much with all my heart

then things happen
we breaking up

but still

i like you
im in love with you
i trust you

so i still love you

Angin

the last time
was a year ago
its come back
its going to start back
today...
tonite...
right now...

life hard
so I'll be harder...

so what ?
like there people care
like people know...

i just don't give it a damm
like you should care
so now i know what life is all about

asyraffaiz the angin
27 Feb 09
734pm

If Only If

if life is so easy,

i won't be suffering,

if life is so good,

i ain't gonna have to through this,

if i can choose another life

i won't choose to live anymore...

asyraf faiz matahari

26 Feb 09

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