things are not easy as 1, 2, 3.

sometimes,
when we say we letting things go, are we truly lets things go ?

sometimes,
we miss somebody, why do we miss them ?
what make we feel that ?

and sometimes...
there always too much question that need to be answer

do we really have the answer for everything?

I Just Miss You

i wish you are here right now.
so i can tell you what had happened to me, how a rough life i been through.
sometimes i just feel like o wanna cry out loud but i can't.

i don't wanna complain bout, life is wonderful.
i always told people that.
just there is time that i don't feel so good.

you know what...
i miss you a lot...
as a friend, as a sister, as a person who always listen when i feel bad.

i wish you are here...
but i know it won't happen.
its almost 3 month since you gone but i still thinking of you.

dear nadia...
i just want you to know that i always keep you close to my heart...

September 11 2009
~i just miss you~

Sahabat

sahabat

tak semestinya bersama setiap hari

dan

tidak juga mestinya berbual sepanjang masa

namun

selagi ia-nya terpahat dihati

persahabatan

akan

terus untuk

kekal abadi

untuk selamanya

:. originally i got the hard copy from KMZ and i don't really know who wrote this. so the credit goes to you KMZ. and i'm sorry cos i do some editing without notifying you ;p

Hilang

lost...
a lot of touch

lost...
more and more of senses

lost...
wonderful things in life

lost...
the education

more to lost
unknown and unidentified...

lost...
and more lost...
and more to lost.

Penuh Rasa Tapi

gembira tapi dengan kesedihan

senyum tapi penuh dengan air mata

ketawa tapi pedih yang terasa

bersuara tapi penuh sunyi

riang tapi sedih yang datang

A Bottle

A Bottle

last year i was laughing
last month i was chilling
last week i was having fun
last night i still can smile...

today i can't even think of happiness
tonight i can't even see my face on the mirror anymore

tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow...
tomorrow i hope i know what should i do

the day after tomorrow
i hope there still ways to end this
to end its in a good way...

if there is an angles
it is the time to they to be here

if there is devils
its time for you to go away

i believe in Him
i wish He listening to my inside
so He will lead me to do what suppose to be done

Today at 11:00pm

Sorrow

i wish i have someone who know me.

i wish i have someone who care bout me.

i wish i have someone who always be there for me.

i wish i have love one. i wish i have someone.

but that is only what i wish.

in reality there is none that i wish i have.

Kehidupan Adalah Kehidupan

kehidupan adalah kehidupan

kehidupan itu tidak pernah adil
kerna ia adalah kehidupan

kita hidup dalam satu kehidupan
kita pilih apa yang kita mau dalam kehidupan
pilihan hidup dalam kehidupan terletak pada diri

jangan asyik mengadu dengan kehidupan
kerna ia apa yang di pilih, apa yang kita tentu kan

jangan terlampau asyik menikmati kehidupan
kerna belum pasti keindahan kehidupan itu akan kekal untuk selama nya

kehidupan hidup dalam kehidupan
ia tidak pernah lupa akan kehidupan nya
cuma yang hidup dalam kehidupan ini sering leka

Titleless

for a good reason

why seldom people never give up?

I'm lazy,

I'm not learning my lessons,

so i keep doing the same mistakes

again

and again

and again...

i don't wanna wish

i don't want to hope

there is no other way to escape

the one and only way is facing the reality

i just wanna finish this final chapter

finish the episode

then I'll finish this story

so its will be the end

...son

things happen for a reason,

to make people a better person.

Hati

Hati !!!

jangan biar

diri kamu ada hati !!!

kerna

sebab

ada hati

kamu yang mati !!!

You

at first i just like you
then i just felt in love with you
after that i still in love with
in the end i love you
therefore i always trust you

meaning that i love you so much with all my heart

then things happen
we breaking up

but still

i like you
im in love with you
i trust you

so i still love you

Angin

the last time
was a year ago
its come back
its going to start back
today...
tonite...
right now...

life hard
so I'll be harder...

so what ?
like there people care
like people know...

i just don't give it a damm
like you should care
so now i know what life is all about

asyraffaiz the angin
27 Feb 09
734pm

If Only If

if life is so easy,

i won't be suffering,

if life is so good,

i ain't gonna have to through this,

if i can choose another life

i won't choose to live anymore...

asyraf faiz matahari

26 Feb 09

0253

Lewis Moody

I'm not in the mood
I'm not in the mood of talking
I'm not in the mood of thinking
I'm not in the mood of seeing
I'm not in the mood of walking
I'm not in the mood of arguing
I'm not in the mood of eating
I'm not in the mood of everything

~

a pack of cigar is just enough for now
a good nice sleep is just gonna be better
a cup of caffeine would make the day easier

~

a day at home is a must for now
ignore me if you don't like me
as simple as that for now on
cos that is life

~

life is not only about you
life is not only about what you want
if that what you want
that is your life
its not mine
i just choose not to give a damm bout it

sorry